
Far from Home
Soldier's Son;
Reluctant Witness
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Many Civil War researchers and enthusiasts are familiar with the reports of Washington civilians riding out in their carriages to view the action of the First Battle of Manassas. But as historian David Detzer reports in in his book, Donnybrook: The Battle of Bull Run, 1861:
In reading this, I was
immediately struck by the idea that this is the sort of personal reality
which is so often overlooked in the general histories, and yet it is so
representative of what war “feels like” for those individuals who are caught
up in it. Not knowing many hard facts about this boy, I wondered, “What was
going through this young boy’s mind, as he rode out to the field of battle?”
He was probably driven by a desire to see his father, who he may not have
seen in a while. He may have thought, in initially heading out, that it
would be exciting to witness the battle; he may have imagined that his
father would be easy to locate; he may have been thinking back to the
pageantry of parades or rallies he witnessed in the several months past. But
when he arrives it is likely that he is totally unprepared for the spectacle
he sees: the smoke, the noise, the confusion, the vast numbers of troops –
the “machinery” of war. The paper in his hand is my own symbolic addition;
not a proven fact, but a reasonable possibility of reality. Is it a letter
from his father providing details about his company? Is it a letter the boy
wrote himself, hoping to somehow get it to his father? Regardless, it is
the implication of a simple, basic human need that suddenly seems so small,
so ridiculous, so out-of-place, so overwhelmed, by what he actually sees
before him. His reaction was likely quite different from that of the
Washington civilians watching from the other side of Bull Run Creek. |
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March 2007